Why did you do that?

My motherfucking favorite character just died. I had a small fucking big crush on him. And now he's dead. I don't how to fucking handle that pain.

He.. it was .. I dont even.
He was shot. And I was all like "OH MY GOD NOOO PLEASE DONT. HOLY MOTHERFUCKING"
I already cried there.
BUT HE WAS ALIVE!
So I was all like "THANK GOD. BE CAREFUL YOU IDIOT. OH MY GOD, PLEASE."

AND THEN

HE

FUCKING

SHOT

HIMSELF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I... I... dont... I... what. QAQ I cant even put that pain into words. He.. shot... himself. Right infront of me. How.. why.
I mean. I know "WHY" he did it. BUT I DONT UNDERSTAND. ITS NOT MY LOGIC.

Okay.
That's all. I needed to... write my feels down. My heart. It is broken. QAQ
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I think I'm not going to change my chibi style into a more show-like style. Because... I don't really know. I kinda like my chibis the way they are.

OKay sooo... excuse me please, gonna cry for ever now.